What Really Held Me Back from Starting My Podcast

I had the dream, the plan, the tools - so why couldn’t I start?

Ever felt completely stuck, even when you know you’re more than capable of doing the thing you’ve been dreaming about?

That was me. For months, in fact, almost a year.

Starting my podcast, Dream Biz & Realities, had been in my heart for what felt like forever. I had the name, the equipment, the knowledge - everything I needed. But it just wasn’t happening. Every time I thought, Right, this is it, lets record episode 1, something inside me pulled back.

And if like me, you’ve found yourself procrastinating, second-guessing, or just not doing the thing, let me tell you - you’re not alone.

The Resistance I Didn’t See Coming

I wish I could say I was just “too busy” or “had other priorities,” but the truth is deeper.

There was resistance.

I couldn’t quite put my finger on it at first. Was it self-doubt? Fear of failure? Fear of success (yes, that’s a thing)? Self-sabotage?

Looking back, it was probably a bit of all the above. I knew I was capable - I’ve launched programs, coached incredible women, and built a business I love. But this podcast? It felt… bigger. More personal.

And that’s where the resistance lived. It wasn’t just about launching a podcast; it was about sharing a huge part of myself. My voice. My experiences. My truth.

And sometimes, stepping into that next version of yourself feels like standing at the edge of a cliff, toes hanging off the side, heart racing.

Why I Didn’t Force It

Here’s where I did something different this time.

I didn’t push.

And if you know me, you’ll know that’s not my usual style. Normally, when I set a goal, I throw everything at it. I push through the discomfort, power past the doubt, and make it happen - no matter how heavy it feels.

But here’s the thing: that approach? It hasn’t always worked out so well for me. Sure, I’d get things done, but the energy behind it would feel… off. Forced. Like I was dragging myself uphill while carrying a backpack full of bricks.

And every time I thought about forcing this podcast into existence, that same heaviness crept in. It didn’t feel exciting or aligned - it felt like another task on a never-ending to-do list. And deep down, I knew: If it’s meant to be, it’ll happen. When I’m truly ready, I’ll feel it.

So, instead of forcing it, I made the choice to trust. To believe that when the timing was right, the energy would shift.

And you know what? It did.

One day, out of the blue the resistance that had felt so heavy for so long was gone. There was no overthinking, no second-guessing. I didn’t just think about recording—I wanted to. I needed to. The energy felt lighter, like I could finally breathe again.

And that moment showed me something powerful: sometimes, the best way forward isn’t to push harder but to pause, realign, and let the path unfold naturally.

And that’s when it hit me: the universe hadn’t been holding me back—it had been preparing me.

Preparing me to share my truth from a place of alignment, not obligation. To speak with clarity, not hesitation. To show up as the version of myself who was truly ready—not just ticking another task off the list.

That moment reminded me of something I tell my clients all the time:

👉 Your mind, body, and soul need to align before you can take bold, meaningful action.

It’s like stretching before a big race—you don’t just sprint off the line without stretching and warming up. The same goes for the big moves in life and business. You can push through without preparation, but it’ll feel clunky, forced, and exhausting.

But when you wait for alignment? That’s when everything flows.

What I've Learn't From This (And What I Want You to Know)

This experience taught me a few powerful lessons that I know will resonate if you’ve ever felt stuck:

1. Resistance isn’t failure; it’s feedback.

It’s your inner self saying, Not yet. You’re not ready. But you will be.

2. Forcing progress rarely works.

Pushing through resistance without understanding it only leads to burnout and half-hearted results.

3. Clarity comes when you’re aligned.

When mind, body, and soul click into place, the path forward becomes obvious—and often, easier than you expected.

4. The right time will come.

If you’re facing a block right now, trust that it’s temporary. Do the inner work, give yourself grace, and know that the energy will shift.

So, What’s Holding You Back?

If you’ve been sitting on a dream, whether it’s launching a podcast, starting a business, or creating something new, I hope my story reminds you of this:

It happens to all of us!

The resistance isn’t there to stop you; it’s there to ready you.

And the best way to move through it? It's not about pushing harder, it's about Allowing.

Allowing your mind, body and soul to align, come together. Allowing yourself the space to process what's coming - not to rush into it.

✨ You’re not failing. You’re preparing.

And when that resistance clears? You’ll feel it. You’ll move with ease, clarity, and excitement.

So, what’s your “podcast”? What’s the thing you’ve been dreaming about doing - but are holding back on?

DM me on Instagram - I’d love to hear your story and cheer you on.

Because if I’ve learned anything through this process, it’s this:

💛 When the timing is right, nothing can stop you.

You’ve got this!